hmm.. 2 days nv update le bah. dunno lah. aiya.. bloody fuck lah.. dunno what those 2a1 wan again.. dots.
today play conquer get many rare items sia ~ all thanks to my lucky zhu.
then. nth much lor.
SimaLin.. rest in peace bah. ur the best member ~Marlboro~ will ever have.. so yeah, juz rest in peace.
i hate this. sometimes when i tot my direction in life is fixed, in the end i hesitate again. agh fuck. but theres reasons behind these hesitation of cos.. feel like being thrown into depair once more. fuck. i wonder.. if anything good will come out of it. i know i might be wasting my time.. but fuck who gives a damn anyway. and as things happen, other things changes.. maybe lifes like that. fucking shit. i guess. things are starting to change. tired of changes.. bt well still hafta adapt to it. i'll try.
kinda thinking.. when i hit the rough patch in life.. who will be there with me?
when i feel like being alone, yet i feel like to have someone around, who will be there?
when i have troubles that can stacked up like a mountain, who can i share it with?
when i have good news to share, who will be there?
for me.. all those feelings.. everything.. is there.. and will forever be there.. unless.. i realli given up.
feel like punching the wall till my hands break
i guess having no emotion is the best thing that could ever happen
